( imagine dragging his hands down his face, etc. )
I didn't know what else to put at the time!! I just wanted to leave, and they were forcing me to finish it, and they were being really annoying about everything!
( and, truth be told, it's how he feels. the only thing he can remember being praised for as of late that had been under his own volition had been when he had summoned J; he'd acted like it'd been something impressive for such a young man, reading a ritual from a book he'd found, to do. )
But lying there isn't exactly going to be very useful for me. If someone asks me about it, it will just make that obvious.
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I didn't know what else to put at the time!! I just wanted to leave, and they were forcing me to finish it, and they were being really annoying about everything!
( and, truth be told, it's how he feels. the only thing he can remember being praised for as of late that had been under his own volition had been when he had summoned J; he'd acted like it'd been something impressive for such a young man, reading a ritual from a book he'd found, to do. )
But lying there isn't exactly going to be very useful for me. If someone asks me about it, it will just make that obvious.