[For him, this is... Well, it's awkward, sure. Because they had agreed upon it. There was at least a little planning that went into this, and while he's not quite anxious, there is a little bit of apprehension. Shockingly, it doesn't show on his face, which remains neutral with a slight quick of his lip to indicate a nervous little smile. More so, when Makoto speaks, when he says that he's never done this with someone he'd considered a friend before.
For some reason, that warms a part of him in his chest. Makes him want to reach out to grab the other demon, pull him into his lap and be gentle. To kiss him sweetly and all those other things that go along with that.
But that's not what they're here for, and he has a feeling Makoto might not like that at all, so he resists. Instead, he leans back on his hands, giving a nod.]
Nothing will change between us. No matter what happens, I'm the one who asked.
[Is what he says, in lieu of a promise that he remembers Makoto doesn't like. Instead, he'll keep his posture neutral, tilt his head up to watch him carefully and perhaps, a little more intently. Apprehension is there, yes, but also excitement. Kazuya tries not to let either show as he waits patiently for Makoto to make the first move.]
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For some reason, that warms a part of him in his chest. Makes him want to reach out to grab the other demon, pull him into his lap and be gentle. To kiss him sweetly and all those other things that go along with that.
But that's not what they're here for, and he has a feeling Makoto might not like that at all, so he resists. Instead, he leans back on his hands, giving a nod.]
Nothing will change between us. No matter what happens, I'm the one who asked.
[Is what he says, in lieu of a promise that he remembers Makoto doesn't like. Instead, he'll keep his posture neutral, tilt his head up to watch him carefully and perhaps, a little more intently. Apprehension is there, yes, but also excitement. Kazuya tries not to let either show as he waits patiently for Makoto to make the first move.]