[He laughs, but it doesn't necessarily lack humour. It's there, seeping in at the edges because it's-
Ridiculous.
Yeah. It's ridiculous that he'd have lost control over something like that. It'd been a perfect storm scenario. A lack of being properly fed magnetite or even bits of Weiss' Aura. The game that had compounded his inherent need for chaos. A call to make good on a centuries old grudge that isn't even his. And, of course, the inherent need for violence that all Bel's possess. God may have been killed, but that hasn't quelled them entirely. It probably never will.]
Maybe you're right, though. I hadn't even meant to attack him seriously. I only wanted to scare him a little.
[He worries his lip. They have all this food, but he'd gone and soured the mood anyway, hadn't he? Well, maybe he can convince Makoto to bring back leftovers that he might enjoy that won't go to spoil so fast.]
If I hurt him seriously... If I hadn't had my powers reigned in by the hotel, I would have made someone I care about really sad. Maybe she would even hate me. I don't want to do that. I want the people I care about to be happy, and I don't want Abel to influence me like that ever again, but... How would you even go about fighting against an inherent part of yourself? It's difficult. I know you know this. [Maybe not necessarily in the same way, of course. But they're similar still, aren't they?]
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[He laughs, but it doesn't necessarily lack humour. It's there, seeping in at the edges because it's-
Ridiculous.
Yeah. It's ridiculous that he'd have lost control over something like that. It'd been a perfect storm scenario. A lack of being properly fed magnetite or even bits of Weiss' Aura. The game that had compounded his inherent need for chaos. A call to make good on a centuries old grudge that isn't even his. And, of course, the inherent need for violence that all Bel's possess. God may have been killed, but that hasn't quelled them entirely. It probably never will.]
Maybe you're right, though. I hadn't even meant to attack him seriously. I only wanted to scare him a little.
[He worries his lip. They have all this food, but he'd gone and soured the mood anyway, hadn't he? Well, maybe he can convince Makoto to bring back leftovers that he might enjoy that won't go to spoil so fast.]
If I hurt him seriously... If I hadn't had my powers reigned in by the hotel, I would have made someone I care about really sad. Maybe she would even hate me. I don't want to do that. I want the people I care about to be happy, and I don't want Abel to influence me like that ever again, but... How would you even go about fighting against an inherent part of yourself? It's difficult. I know you know this. [Maybe not necessarily in the same way, of course. But they're similar still, aren't they?]