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vorbo from my bl comic (5♠) ([personal profile] extramortem) wrote2023-12-31 12:44 pm

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@fausteen
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@fausteen
17 / male / interested in: men / 6
Details
My Self-Summary

Prior to arriving here, I was a new demon applying myself to learn everything I could about Hell and its rules as well as demons and the games that they play among one another. Prior to that, I was human—a student in school.

Anything else you want to know about me, you will have to ask me yourself.

My Future Plans

Regardless of whether I’m here or in Hell, my goal is the same: I want to learn everything I can about this place and its people, and then I want to utilize the rules and rewards of the Game to best benefit myself. I want to discover what it means to become “powerful” in this place, and I plan on collecting cards and climbing ranks in order to do so—and on my own terms.

My Talents

Determination and adaptability.

Favorite Books, Movies, Music, and Food

I’m interested in anything thrilling, frightening, or mysterious. Beyond that, I’m willing to try any number of new things, though I typically tend to focus on whatever is capturing my interest at the time. As for food, I would say that my sweet tooth is comparatively underdeveloped—I tend to prefer savory food, though I would be happy to share sweets with another.

My Ideal Partner

What’s most important to me is that it’s someone who accepts me and loves me for everything that I am.

…Though, if he’s attractive, that would certainly be a bonus.

Height 5’5” / 165 cm Body Type SLENDER Smokes INFREQUENTLY Drinks INFREQUENTLY Drugs NO Sign Libra Education PARTIAL HIGH SCHOOL, TUTORED, PRACTICAL Occupation None Presently Income None Presently Children NO Pets NO Hobbies Learning new things
01. WINE OR BEER
Wine

.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
…Neither

.03 SHOWER OR BATH
Bath

.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS
Seriously? Neither. This is kind of childish…

.05 TITS OR ASS
Depends

.06 COFFEE OR TEA
Either

.07 SPICY OR SWEET
Spicy

.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
Winter

.09 LEATHER OR LACE
Lace

10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
Both have their place, I think…

Personality Type
INTJ-T
ENERGY
91%
introverted
MIND
62%
intuitive
NATURE
73%
thinking
TACTICS
56%
judging
IDENTITY
85%
turbulent
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belheir: (043)

[personal profile] belheir 2024-09-28 07:55 am (UTC)(link)
I thought he did, at the time.

[He laughs, but it doesn't necessarily lack humour. It's there, seeping in at the edges because it's-

Ridiculous.

Yeah. It's ridiculous that he'd have lost control over something like that. It'd been a perfect storm scenario. A lack of being properly fed magnetite or even bits of Weiss' Aura. The game that had compounded his inherent need for chaos. A call to make good on a centuries old grudge that isn't even his. And, of course, the inherent need for violence that all Bel's possess. God may have been killed, but that hasn't quelled them entirely. It probably never will.
]

Maybe you're right, though. I hadn't even meant to attack him seriously. I only wanted to scare him a little.

[He worries his lip. They have all this food, but he'd gone and soured the mood anyway, hadn't he? Well, maybe he can convince Makoto to bring back leftovers that he might enjoy that won't go to spoil so fast.]

If I hurt him seriously... If I hadn't had my powers reigned in by the hotel, I would have made someone I care about really sad. Maybe she would even hate me. I don't want to do that. I want the people I care about to be happy, and I don't want Abel to influence me like that ever again, but... How would you even go about fighting against an inherent part of yourself? It's difficult. I know you know this. [Maybe not necessarily in the same way, of course. But they're similar still, aren't they?]
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[personal profile] belheir 2024-10-05 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Probably. At least a little. He can't remember if there had been the scent of fear or not, two wrapped up in his own need, his own mind. More like the lesser demons than any King. More like an animal than a person.

So it goes.

But he does listen to Makoto. Takes what he says and internalizes it, because the other younger demon knows more. Makoto might be younger, but he's still more knowledgeable than he is, even if their experiences and worlds don't line up 100%. He's an authority figure at best, and still someone to bounce around conjecture with at worst. Either way: Someone important, and who's experience he trusts.

He can't starve it into disappearing. He can't force it down and away, and even if he hadn't been doing that entirely, there'd still been a breaking point where it hadn't been enough and he'd snapped.
]

Abel is me, but I'm not him. Those are my feelings on the matter. His soul was shattered and I just happened to be the one to pick up enough pieces to put it back together.

[And now, Abel's soul rests, at least in part, where his own had. He'd given up his to take control of Babel to save everyone, and the united pieces had firmly taken up residence in the hole left behind.

Maybe it hadn't been a bad thing. It's not his, but it is a soul, isn't it?
]
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[personal profile] belheir 2024-10-15 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[Another nod, as Makoto explains how he deals with things on his end. How he got better at handling things.To not deny himself, but to wait, to exercise a sort of patience, even for his hearts desire. It'd worked, honestly. Even if he told himself he could have something eventually, it had happened. He knows his friends penchant for wanting to consume, to tear and rip at flesh.

He'd waited, and he was rewarded. Proof of concept simple enough. Enough monkeys and enough typewriters, so to speak. And it could be the same for Kazuya and Abel too. They had an eternity on their side, after all. More than enough time to figure out the future and how to shape it. Or not.

Kazuya hums contemplatively.
]

That might work. Though... I still don't want to be the kind of person who hurts others just because I can. Maybe just knowing there's a time and a place to get those kinds of urges out constructively would be nice.