( yeah... it's not much of a threat when it feels like it's already happening. )
If there is a heaven, I very much doubt I would have gotten in even if I'd never acted on what I wanted. But that's fine. If it's the domain of a God who would hate and abandon me for something I didn't ask for, I wouldn't want to be there anyway.
Um... Sometimes, things have been very hard, but in general I do think I feel happier. More hopeful? And, well, yeah... By the end of my contract, I definitely got that feeling...
( it's essentially why he had decided to stop dragging his feet, prompting to finally tell J that he was "full." he'd gotten to do something to the demon he'd never do to another human without killing them, and it'd been the most incredible thing he'd ever done—how can he go back after something like that?
but, yeah. it's a very normal conversation! or at least it is to makoto, who is himself very abnormal. really, it's kind of a relief to talk so frankly with someone so strange himself that he doesn't really expect any judgment?
anyways. living inside of him? hm. makoto's more of a hard vore guy, so he's puzzling over that for a moment. )
Yeah, I think I understand.
( more than pretty much anyone might, tbh. )
Living inside of you, huh... Were you being more serious than I gave you credit for when we first met and you threatened to eat me?
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If there is a heaven, I very much doubt I would have gotten in even if I'd never acted on what I wanted.
But that's fine. If it's the domain of a God who would hate and abandon me for something I didn't ask for, I wouldn't want to be there anyway.
Um...
Sometimes, things have been very hard, but in general I do think I feel happier. More hopeful?
And, well, yeah... By the end of my contract, I definitely got that feeling...
( it's essentially why he had decided to stop dragging his feet, prompting to finally tell J that he was "full." he'd gotten to do something to the demon he'd never do to another human without killing them, and it'd been the most incredible thing he'd ever done—how can he go back after something like that?
but, yeah. it's a very normal conversation! or at least it is to makoto, who is himself very abnormal. really, it's kind of a relief to talk so frankly with someone so strange himself that he doesn't really expect any judgment?
anyways. living inside of him? hm. makoto's more of a hard vore guy, so he's puzzling over that for a moment. )
Yeah, I think I understand.
( more than pretty much anyone might, tbh. )
Living inside of you, huh... Were you being more serious than I gave you credit for when we first met and you threatened to eat me?
( HE MEANS THIS MOSTLY JOKINGLY, BUT, LIKE... )