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extramortem) wrote2023-12-31 12:44 pm
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17 / male / interested in: men / 6♠
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Prior to arriving here, I was a new demon applying myself to learn everything I could about Hell and its rules as well as demons and the games that they play among one another. Prior to that, I was human—a student in school.
Anything else you want to know about me, you will have to ask me yourself.
Regardless of whether I’m here or in Hell, my goal is the same: I want to learn everything I can about this place and its people, and then I want to utilize the rules and rewards of the Game to best benefit myself. I want to discover what it means to become “powerful” in this place, and I plan on collecting cards and climbing ranks in order to do so—and on my own terms.
Determination and adaptability.
I’m interested in anything thrilling, frightening, or mysterious. Beyond that, I’m willing to try any number of new things, though I typically tend to focus on whatever is capturing my interest at the time. As for food, I would say that my sweet tooth is comparatively underdeveloped—I tend to prefer savory food, though I would be happy to share sweets with another.
What’s most important to me is that it’s someone who accepts me and loves me for everything that I am.
…Though, if he’s attractive, that would certainly be a bonus.
Wine
.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
…Neither
.03 SHOWER OR BATH
Bath
.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS
Seriously? Neither. This is kind of childish…
.05 TITS OR ASS
Depends
.06 COFFEE OR TEA
Either
.07 SPICY OR SWEET
Spicy
.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
Winter
.09 LEATHER OR LACE
Lace
10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
Both have their place, I think…
INTJ-T
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If there is a heaven, I very much doubt I would have gotten in even if I'd never acted on what I wanted.
But that's fine. If it's the domain of a God who would hate and abandon me for something I didn't ask for, I wouldn't want to be there anyway.
Um...
Sometimes, things have been very hard, but in general I do think I feel happier. More hopeful?
And, well, yeah... By the end of my contract, I definitely got that feeling...
( it's essentially why he had decided to stop dragging his feet, prompting to finally tell J that he was "full." he'd gotten to do something to the demon he'd never do to another human without killing them, and it'd been the most incredible thing he'd ever done—how can he go back after something like that?
but, yeah. it's a very normal conversation! or at least it is to makoto, who is himself very abnormal. really, it's kind of a relief to talk so frankly with someone so strange himself that he doesn't really expect any judgment?
anyways. living inside of him? hm. makoto's more of a hard vore guy, so he's puzzling over that for a moment. )
Yeah, I think I understand.
( more than pretty much anyone might, tbh. )
Living inside of you, huh... Were you being more serious than I gave you credit for when we first met and you threatened to eat me?
( HE MEANS THIS MOSTLY JOKINGLY, BUT, LIKE... )
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but you're right who cares
that's a good thing
even if it's fucked up
you found out a little bit about yourself
people tend to spend so much time out of their lives never getting to be who they really are or even acknowledging it
so at least you got to do that
do you think i'm a cannibal?????
makoto are you stupid
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( and he'd done a lot of research!
anyways. that was bizarrely insightful for obikawa. what the hell? )
I guess you're right.
I think it would have been very bad for myself or for other people if I kept living the way that I had been, so... it was for the best.
Well... I'm a demon now, not a human.
Is that still strictly-speaking cannibalism?
( semantics, or is he just being pedantic? probably both. )
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then should i start calling you the demon fucking demon
you look really human though
whole head thing aside
and i guess your eyes
can you do anything else
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
if i said
makoto i want you inside me
how would you perceive it
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You're really not that good with names.
But, yes, I know.
It's not by choice. If it were in my power to look less human, I would.
And, um... not really?
I can remove my head from my body. That's about it.
Well
Probably like any other person and assume you wanted me to fuck you.
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then let's just keep assuming that
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Something like horns, wings, or a tail
Anything that would help me stand out as a demon. Most people just assume I'm human still.
( and he didn't go through what he went through for people to assume things like that. /:
speaking of assumptions: makoto frowns at the screen of his Watch. )
If you say so...
Like they say, two times is a coincidence, but three is a pattern.
( which means if obikawa has one more vore-related slip-up, then makoto is officially onto him!! )
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at least that’s what they did back home
[ Not exactly — they took his cells and gave them traits of a God. Powers they shouldn’t have, bodies they couldn’t control; ugly, disgusting mounds of flesh that he wanted back. ]
but it was ugly
like just like a pile of shit on rice
fucking disgusting lmao
also that could just be how i talk!!
i’m not a big spooky demon or anything in disguise
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Like some sort of transplant? Though... no, with cells, it's almost more like a graft or a genetic modification.
Well, if it ended up in something like that... it's definitely not something I'd want to risk, I think.
( besides. with his complicated (read: negative) feelings on divinity, he wouldn't want traits of a God anyway. )
Hmmmm...
Just what a big spooky demon would want me to believe...